The last three nights have been pretty hectic and traumatizing. However it seems that now things are getting better in my life. My river is undertaking a change of course in a direction I desire it to. I have just discovered a different and completely new outlook to life. An attitude filled with optimism, faith and fearlessness. As my mind weaves out a new definition of life I can feel the sweet music ringing in my ears. The music of life I call it. Thoughts are flooding my mind, clashing with each other dying to get out. I want to burst but I can’t, I don’t know why? I want to flow but I cannot. Something binds me to myself. It’s not in my control. It’s strange but I feel that we all are slaves. We are always being ruled by something. We are helpless!
Sometimes I wished I was a machine…Void of feelings…Void of thoughts....
Ah!! I’m confused !